my mom is back . i just found out my mom loss 4k when she went casino . had a really great night chatting with priscilla . see life is so unfair to good people . make me remember i had a dad that makes my mom suffer and step-dad that equally bad . somehow we have something in common . guy that screw up our life in some way . i saw my primary school report book that time , my chinese was 90++ during pri 3 , my best subject man . it was my step-dad that cause me to hate chinese ever since pri 4 . imagine being lock in room , despite its 3-4 am . and only way i can go sleep is i get 38/40 for my chinese . its 3 am ! i'm only primary 4 that time . its so so past my bed time already . i can't even remember anything . when i manage to get 38, i went back my room and cried myself to bed . since then. fail my chinese all the way . hell even if i die, i'll remember it . i don't have a dad i can respect and look up to .

ahhhhh its the past . never mind . still thought i can ask my mom buy for me that CK bag i saw . its only $599 with 50% discount ! but now shes broke , so am i . oh well . i think i still have enough cash to enjoy to last till the new year countdown . i think i'm always making priscilla angry . lol sorry !